I'm too ashamed to say where I'm at in my math studies but I will say that it's not calculus. I had a math exam today and I'm not feeling too good about it. During the crash and burn, all I kept thinking back to was those a-holes on SDN who were poking fun at the applicants that only take the minimum requirements of math before they apply. Assholes. We all can't sit around taking infinite calculus. Some of us, like myself, are math illiterates.
I'm telling you, math makes me doubt why I am even living. Like, why am I even trying to succeed in life. I'm deathly afraid of math and I have no idea how I am going to conquer it. Repetition seems to be the key but just when I think I got it, they throw another goddamn letter (variables they call it) in there or put a nonsense formula to it that doesn't make a bit of sense! I give math all of my available time. I do those blasted problems over and over again. I ask the Professor idiot questions on a daily basis. I even take it alone so that I'm not distracted--what else does it want from me? Blood? My mortal soul? What?? At this point, I will give anything to just 'get it.'
I will be one of the happiest women in the world after I finish taking the bare minimum requirements for math. Then it, along with those assholes on SDN, can suck it hard till it's soft.
~Surly
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